Today has been a long day. Pretty tired. Quite happy today though. Got praised by someone mother. Haha. Rare thing but it's a good thing. Hope more good things will come. haha

Currently at work. Hmm weather isn't very good today either. Been raining since morning. Anyway just came in to add a post. Hopefully today the rain will not stop so early. The best is it will continue to rain till after work.



"It is not wrong to miss someone. It is okay to miss someone. It all boils down to feelings."

Chances doesn't come easily does it? Hmm not sure how it will come but it do comes in many form. Today did some good things. Hmm first I still have my skill in fixing up phone line probs. haha yea today did fix up one of my friend house phone line. Cause her house using singtel line and suddenly internet and phone is down. Though when I reached her house, her internet is up, the phone line is not and I managed to fix it. Basketball too also reached a new level. Though I'm still weak but I think I gotten stronger le. No more just shooting from a long range. Now I can even do some lay up when there is a space.

Missing someone maybe a hard thing but as long as the person is happy, I'll also be happy.

How do one appreciate one another? Is it when whatever a person do, you will still forgive the person? I feel that if one can appreciate the other party, it definitely make the love stronger. Despite problems face, they still can go through all the problems as one. Love is also not about who love who more but rather, it's more of 2 person giving each another a chance. A chance for them to find the happiness that both of them can agree upon. Sounds stupid? Maybe to some all these sound stupid. But this world is always so weird. There will always be someone who will agree with these either. I still believe in chances. I still believe in loving someone is to see the person happy even if we can't be together. Just like people who fall in love, it is usually mutually agree by both parties.

I know a girl on march 6th. Since then I fell in love with her. Though she is just an average girl but she is unique in her own way. Everyone is special. No one is alike. This makes life colourful too. All these can happen only when one is willing to give a chance to another person. Well life is all about decision making.

Quote of the day. " Never assume with what you know when you are not the person directly involved. " Today is another tiring day. Good thing training was canceled. Get to slp in class the whole day. Well tml will be another better day I hope.


"Love is no more just 1 person."

Presentation did not go as plan. Didn't do a good job so ya end up kinda got scolded by commanders. Damn tired today. Dunno why I'm feeling like tat. Somethings just caught my attention today. It's never her fault to begin with. It's my fault for not being the person she really hope I'll turn out to be. But again, my flaws may not be acceptable to her but hers is definitely acceptable to me. Cause I'm no different from any guy. I'm also human with feelings but I may be different from others. I'm not simple to understand and really it's never her fault to begin with. Somethings with the way I handle is different from one another. I handle things through my past experience so it's different. I just cant explain everything. Maybe time will tell ba. Hope so.

Finally got my phone back. Today I went to do SBJ and to my surprise, I jump 220. Haha finally a big improvement. Now I'm adapting to the new phone I got from my aunt. Kinda hard to use but I believe I will get used to it soon. Did something pretty silly again. Yes, I cant stop myself from being nice to her. I'm willing to even spend on her if she wants me to. Though I am having some probs myself but I'm still willing to spend the money and help her. Desipte now I have to scrimp and save. Ultimately, it's my heart that is ruling over me and I have no control over it. Perhaps this is wat my heart thinks and want. Just wish things can be the way I always perceive it to be. At least this will make my life better. Sometimes I just feel very miserable and it really hurts to think abt her. Will this ever change? I guess I'm not too sure myself.

Somethings are hard to explain and somethings are hard for ppl to understand unless they have gone through things I had. My world is no longer a world others will be able to see or understand. It will forever be like this till a day when someone is able to enter my world and look at it at my point of view. Simple life is a dream I'm working hard to achieve and I will continue to work hard for it. Somethings that are lost, it will never come back even if I try hard. For example, I've lost my phone yesterday. No matter how hard I try to find it, it will be lost forever. This is life. It will never be fair and it is always ever changing. IPPT trial test is a success. I'm sure for the actual IPPT test, I will definitely pass. Monday I'll be having presentation. Hopefully it will be a breeze.

Sadly today IPPT canceled. Now got to redo 18 session b4 I can take my IPPT test. All my hopes is gone. Well guess I can start training now and hopefully clear it fast. Going to be having a hard time soon if I still cannot get my salary. Shall rest for now. Tired.

Life now is getting better as days past. The mess I created, I'm slowly undoing it. As for her, it doesn't matter anymore. Maybe I have given up. At least this is better for both of us. I rather she hate me and ignore me. Sometimes drastic actions is needed to forget and move on in life. It helps for me and I guess this is why I can move on and let go. Though the method is extreme but it's still help me let go. Hopefully Tues IPPT I can pass den I can go for my actual test. Haha shall bring goods news on Tues.