Life now is getting better as days past. The mess I created, I'm slowly undoing it. As for her, it doesn't matter anymore. Maybe I have given up. At least this is better for both of us. I rather she hate me and ignore me. Sometimes drastic actions is needed to forget and move on in life. It helps for me and I guess this is why I can move on and let go. Though the method is extreme but it's still help me let go. Hopefully Tues IPPT I can pass den I can go for my actual test. Haha shall bring goods news on Tues.