Hmm life been kinda bored lately. Suddenly I just feel so empty inside. Friends and brothers are like all drifting away from me without me realising it. Things flow and so does time but why is it that everytime I thought things will be fine, something will definitely cropped up. Though I often talk alot but there at night, I'm still as terrified that someday I'll lose everything I ever had. Friends come and go but I am sure that I really dun wanna lose any friends. Relationship comes and go but till now, I still cannot remember how was is possible for me to make someone love me. In some aspect, I lost alot and that is why I am trying hard to keep the remaining part of me alive and not lose it. So much have changed but these changes are often something we human will not realise until it's too late. I admit I might like alot of girls but till now, I still have not found a girl that can make me love her deeply. Often I thought I did but everytime, it disappear. So much so that till now, I have stopped thinking abt it and just live a life which I never though I could have gone through. Afterall, I'm still someone who wishes to love and be loved. Just hope things will fall back into place soon.

It's been some time since I last blog. Well, I've been rather busy and tired lately. Currently I'm working 2 jobs. First is an auditing job while the second one is my usual Fish N Co. Time has been passing by quickly lately. Always being so tired and I just cant seem to get enough rest. But maybe after tml, I will be out of auditing. Rumor has it that tml is the last day for me and the other guys at MND. Afterwhich, we'll be out of job. Currently, I think I might take a short break and go one a short trip. Been rather stressful lately. Especially tonight. Tml will be the release of my results. I think I will die very badly. Hopefully, I did pass all subjects. Tried my best already and for once, I did study for the exams. Hmm anyway, it's been a long time since I last saw all my comex friends. Kinda miss them actually. Well I do hope time will bring our path crossed again. And lastly, I am now a waiter cum cook. Just started training the waiter side for my Fish N Co. It's kinda tired but fun too. Unfortunately, today I accidentally hurt my right ankle. Hopefully it will recover by sun. Sun the big day for me. SMRT challenge!!! Haha, hopefully I can win!!! Full of high hopes. Let's all just get excited. Well I think I will stop here for now. Tml still have to work.

Phew. Finally I managed to find some time to blog. Been really busy lately. Work is slowly becoming heavy. Hmm been working as an asset audit and my current part time job concurrently. All my time is taken up very badly. Imagine waking up at 7+ and slping at 1+. So damn tired. Things change very fast lately. I though I would be having a good time but I never expect things to turn out so bad. Just started working as a waiter now and well it's not wat I really expect. It's still kinda fun I guess. But I'm really very tired. Haha well guess life still have to go on. Shall stop here for the nite.