Hmm life been kinda bored lately. Suddenly I just feel so empty inside. Friends and brothers are like all drifting away from me without me realising it. Things flow and so does time but why is it that everytime I thought things will be fine, something will definitely cropped up. Though I often talk alot but there at night, I'm still as terrified that someday I'll lose everything I ever had. Friends come and go but I am sure that I really dun wanna lose any friends. Relationship comes and go but till now, I still cannot remember how was is possible for me to make someone love me. In some aspect, I lost alot and that is why I am trying hard to keep the remaining part of me alive and not lose it. So much have changed but these changes are often something we human will not realise until it's too late. I admit I might like alot of girls but till now, I still have not found a girl that can make me love her deeply. Often I thought I did but everytime, it disappear. So much so that till now, I have stopped thinking abt it and just live a life which I never though I could have gone through. Afterall, I'm still someone who wishes to love and be loved. Just hope things will fall back into place soon.