Secret

"Secret"

Follow the notes upon a journey
At first sight makes one’s destiny
When the voyage comes to an end,
return lies hasty keys

Sometimes I really wish I do know how to play the piano. Just watched "Secret" and "Rush Hour 3" last nite. Personally I prefer "Secret". It's really a touching show to my opinion. How I wish I am like Xiao Lun. Hmm... though as much as I want to play the piano, I know it's kinda too late for that now too. Fingers have become stiff. Anyway, watching this movie brings back lots of memories. Of all the girls I have been with, I realise that only 1 of them does not come with a music background and most of them, they do know how to play the piano. After the movie, I got kinda emo. I really envy those that have someone they love by their side. In times when I am down, I have to go through it all alone. Actually it makes me kinda lonely. That's why I do not share my problems with ppl so easily. Cause since young, I have been shouldering it all alone. Somehow, I managed to shoulder it for a long time without finding it tiring but now I think I have reached my limit. Really wish there is someone there for me to share and carry this burden of mine together. I must admit that in the past, I really dunno how to treasure and cherish but is it too late now? Ever since Yr 2, I learnt how to cherish ppl around me. Maybe to some ppl, I am irritating but at least I know deep down, I still treat them with the best I can. It's been a long time since I last think of anything regarding relationship. I've been avoiding it lately and till now, I still hope that one day, I can forget abt her. A girl I knew and fell in love with last year. Maybe I'm still not ready but I will keep trying my best to settle all the loose ends and start life over again. Lastly, I think I have found something in life that is worth fighting for. Shall stop here now. Currently at my friend house with the guys sleeping beside me. Lolz.