Hope... i'm starting to be afraid...
hope is something which i dun dare to think abt...
it's true tat the higher the hope is... the more the disappointment...
but for me... i dun even dare to think of hope...
i'm just living my life on a daily basis...
y??? cause i am afraid that the disappointment will hurt a lot...
cause i dun wan to lose her... cause i wan to be with her...
but yet... all these i also dun dare to think abt it...
i'm confused and lost... but one thing for sure...
I love her more as day goes by...
i do admit though i am jealous...
but yet i know all these will not do me any good...
but i guess i'll just have to accept the decision she make...