Counting down to monday...
time flies and here I am... thinking back abt the first time i met her...
though the time is short... she made me think abt her all the time...
it's funny though... everytime she call for me... i had to run to her no matter where i am...
and it's always me tat is sprinting and chasing after her...
she kept me going strong and motivated me to work harder...
soon i will not be able to keep her company... soon i will be away from her...
i dunno wat will happen during the time i am not around... but hopefully...
it's not something i will regret for life... now it's like i am the one lagging behind...
it's like i've become a cushion and is always there when she needed me or when she fall...
i still have my principle... and i am a man of my words... though i'm not sure if she noticed it...
it's like now... i cannot let go... cause of a promise... and i dun intend to let go too...
cause i do like her alot... all i can do now is wait... and let fate and destiny decide for me...
be myself and let her see a different side of me... and hopefully tat will make her like me more...
reality may be cruel but i think by the time she made a decision... i should be more prepared...
and accept her choice... i guess that's y i never expect any return when i love someone...
so i shall just live my life on a daily basis...