Hmm everyone moved on. I guess that's good. Sometimes all I just need is a word from the person. I'm prepared for the worst. Now I'm just hoping things will be better in camp. I'm making a choice now though. Should I go for someone else? Hmm camp is fun and training is made more easy with her around. Though she's on MC today, I still hope she get well soon. Training isn't the same anymore without her presence. Encouragement isn't there and so is the motivation. I guess once course start, I'll be able to communicate with her more and talk to her more. Like that, I can get to know her better before I make my choice. Hmm shall see when course start.

" All I was waiting for was you to be honest with me. Guess it didn't come at all. "