Shit. I miss her so so much. Haiz. All these seems to be a test for me. A test of faith, a test of endurance, a test of patience and a test of my love. I really wanna protect her smile. Seeing her smile is more impt. It's true I used to be a lousy boyfriend but I've really changed. I'm no longer the old me. The one who used to take things for granted and never be responsible. Now I realize how impt responsibilities is and I won't shrink it. I just really wish for a chance to be with her. Start life over once more and live happily as long as we are together. Just wanna make her smile everyday and give her the best in life she can ever get. I will also never give up and abandon her. Just wanna be there for her all the time when she really need someone. Love is this simple for me. I doubt I will even quarrel with her. Promises made are meant to be follow and I will definitely make all my promises count. After all, I've been waiting for 6mth already. What is another 6 mth to me?

" I've never given up hope and I promise I will never abandon u. "