Cold. This is all I'm feeling now. No matter how much injuries I sustain, it's no longer painful anymore. Gastric problems is coming back at me and seriously, the pain is getting worst but it's not longer a pain I cannot endure. Is things going to get better? I often ask myself what do I want in life. I maybe able to afford all the material possessions but will I be truely happy? I know all these while, I am looking for a special someone. Someone that will make me truely happy. No doubt at times we quarrel, I never gave up. Giving up someone I love is something I would do in the past. I would often run away from problems and never dare face them seriously. That is all in the past. Unfortunately, the world is a harsh place to live in. Reality always come crashing when you least expect it. Because of this, I keep telling myself to face the problems with courage. Never run away from it. The old me is gone. Life is so different from the time I had in my younger days. This society is often forcing ppl to accept things and evolve from it. I guess this is wat we would call evolution. The same goes for love. A small setback will not put me down. I will still stand strong and face it. No matter how much hurt I've obtain, I will still stand up after falling. In this world, hurt is forever there. But the difference is how we face it. Do we have the courage to face it? That is the question that will be etched in my mind for a long run.

" I know my heart is in pain. I know I'm bleeding inside but yet I still misses you. Beside here, I dunno where else I can tell you how much I misses u. "