Hmm wat a cold morning. Slpt at 3 plus last nite. Was waiting for a call but unfortunately it didnt come. I know something wasn't rite. I can feel it but den again I may be wrong. Hmm slpt for 4 hr though. Morning wasn't good either. Shoulder and gastric pain suddenly came and now I'm really struggling. What should I do? Is she attached? I really dunno! I just dun wanna see her sad. I like her smile and I just wanna see her smile all the time. I just wanna be there for her. I just...

" The pain in the heart is the most painful and fearful thing than dieing. "