Today I went to see a doctor. Had very bad gastric pain and headache. haha but I got my MC today. Well got another day rest today so feeling much better le. Today I worry for my girl. I'm happy with my life now and I trust her alot. For someone to come tell me it's a lie, I wont believe it. Somethings only I will know better. Feelings cannot be fake neither can it be a lie. Thats's how life is. We dont go ahead and do things that will hurt ourselves. It's not logical to do so and there is no need to make ourselves suffer. Given this reason, I have full trust that her love is never a lie and this is why I never give up. To love someone is never easy and to trust them is harder. I have come to a point where I trust her and I will continue to trust her.