Hmm... i guess we all have something to be honest about...
it's true today is the first day i didnt really contact her...
come to think of it... i felt very terrible... i miss her badly but yet...
there is nothing i can do... in my mind... i keep thinking...
am i going to lose her... and i'm going berserk...
i know i am in love with her... but yet i have to keep a distance from her...
reason... for not making her feel stress with my love...
sometimes i just dunno wat to do... how to make her open up...
i know somethings are hard to forget or let go... but i never ask her to let everything go...
it's okay to love yur ex... it's really alright... i too, love my ex... but i know... things changed...
and no matter how hard i try... it will still be like this... tat's y i dun wanna see her do the same...
it's tough to let go... but it doesn't mean we cannot let go... let's just say he/she have found their happiness... and it's time to find ours... i know i can never replace him... but i'm also different from him... tat is a fact tat can never change... now i'm just trying to help her with her studies...
as for the heart matters... i let her decide on herself... it's time she learn to choose to decide...
and find her happiness to whoever she feels that it is the one... for me... i'll never leave her...
i'll stay by her side... through tough time and through the sadness... for this is my promise to her...