To u and only u silly girl...
I dunno if I should say this but i think i shall say it...
it's been a mth since we know each other...
throughout this 1 mth... i really enjoyed myself when i am with u...
u let me realized how good it is to be alive...
no doubt i've done things to make u angry... make u sad...
u brought me back the feelings i've lost... the joy... the pain and the sadness...
it's you tat make me realize i can love someone again...
and it's u tat make me realized that loving someone is not abt owning her...
i know u are not those tat will be touched by words i write... still...
i feel that this is something i cannot hide...
i find myself loving u more each day... and maybe u never noticed it but...
my mood is directly affected by yurs... when u are sad... i too will be sad...
i try to make u smile and if i cant... i will think of ways to do so...
it's true i like u... and that u also know... that's y i never said i love u at all...
not because i dun love u... but it's cause i am afraid i'll lose u...
i am a very stupid person when it come to love... i'll never want to take risk at all...
loving u is something i cherish alot... and to be able to be with u like this now...
i'm really holding it tight... i try not to do things tat will cross the line u define as friends...
by doing so... i know i can still have many more days to come to be with u...
it's true u wan to focus on yur studies now... and here i am... respecting yur decision...
supporting them as time goes by... this is my love to u... a love tat comprise of respect...
tolerance and giving in... a love tat only wishes to see u happy...
sometimes i also do wonder if i do mean anything to u...
but it's still not important as seeing u smile... i'll hold on to our relationship dearly...
this is something i will promise u... but if u do have something to tell me...
dun be afraid to let me know... i can be the friend that will be there to listen to u...
i can also be a guy who will be there to help u through yur tough time...
cause i'll never let u go... it's a promise i made and i will keep to it...
silly girl... the only worry i have is when u leave me... if tat day come...
i really dunno wat i will do... but i will not hate u tat is for sure...
i hate to hate ppl... that's y i dun hate ppl at all... if the day is to come...
i'll respect yur decision... and i hope we will still be friends...