I'm so scared. I'm so afraid I'll lose the fight and lose girl for good. Life is full of uncertainty. If only things will be better. If only he didn't existed. If only there is me and her. Wouldn't life great? I think it will be perfect. So confused now. I just wanna find a turtle shell and hide inside.

Today someone guy made me damn pissed off. Hearing his friends called girl his girl really make my blood boils. I would really beat him up if it is not for girl sake. I held back and try to keep cool. I really very mad. I know girl was scared but I'm really sorry. Hearing those words and seeing him really make me lose my cool.

" If only there is a better way to make her love me and only me. I know I am selfish too. "