Giving up is not as easy as one think. I had a friend who just broke up with his gf today. He's telling me that he tot giving up would be easy but it was not easy in actual fact. Till now though his relationship is short, but still he cant give up. Maybe it's cause of the feelings involved. It's not easy to stop loving someone u like. Some relationship can be given up easily if feelings faded. However there are also some short relationship that are worth keeping and holding on. I've found mine and I'm doing it just that. I'm holding on no matter how tough it gets and I wont let go anymore. I wont let her go just like that. I will hold on to her and wait for her even if it means losing myself. This is something I know I can do. I'm no longer like the past when I am in secondary school. The old me is no longer here. It died before poly even stared and wat is left is a new me. I'm not sure if it's good or not but I will leave it to others to decide.



"My heart is only with you and only you alone."